Cupid Hit Me

Do you guys remember that blog of mine way earlier when I was talking about me and my novel Im working on (Impostor?) Well I do! I hope you remember though. Anyways I was thinking about it. I mean, I was thinking about what I said in my previous blog when I was talking about it having a sister ( a sequal). It's a very tough decision right now. But I think I might want to add a sequal now. Thing is, I'm not doing the sequal for you, or for me. Why? Because I realized I wasted 19 years of my life trying to satisfy people by trying do the things they do, trying to like the same stuff they like, talk like they talk, joke like they joke, me trying to squeez in here, me trying to squeez in there. And all that other stuff. I regret this so much! And I have come to realize that I enjoy myself and my time so much more when I be me-just 100% me! Then I discovered people like me more that way. And they dont even realize what I'm doing. Its like I was their color first but now Im switching over to my colors. I know I know! What does this have to do with the sequal? The reason why I might be adding a sequal is because I want to give my character the life I never had, the things I never owned, feelings I didnt get till 19 years later when I should of got them at teeny bopper age. My friend Lydia who also wants to become an author told me that "Your Stories are like your children. You have to help them become the best they are before you send them out into the world." And you know what? She is so right! Thats why Im still thinking very strongly if a sequal is appropriate for Impostor when I can just do the same thing for my other characters in my other books (give them the things that I didnt have.) I never will know what it's like to be a parent but that's why I have to try to be one now so I can send my books out there and if my books need thier Mamma to write a sequal I will but only if its appropriate.

Now....Something #2 I have to tell you all. There are different types of love. Love for your kids and romance. I think cupid hit me well this week. He sure knows how to aim! What Lydia said is right . And I know what its like to at least love a little kid age four. I didnt want to let her go because I love her so much and she's not even my kid! So if I was hit that strong and you have to treat your books like your kid...then I damn better make sure my book is ready to go out being published and if it really needs a sister.

Cupid hit me with the romance arrow!
Did I ever tell you guys how much I love Johnny Depp and super heroes and villains? Well if I didnt Im telling you know! Johnnny Depp is an amazing gorgeous actor. Everytime I see him in a movie I just kind of....get lost by his "act"ions. I have never seen an actor that can act completely different with a different voice spoken so well as good as he can do it. It's fascinating! Sometimes I wanna be Elizabeth

Sometimes I wanna be chased by someone without a head!

Sometimes I wanna be Alice trapped in Wonderland!

And sometimes I just wanna be that girl in the Superhero-Batman 3 movie!

Yeap, that's right! Hollywood News says its a very big possibility that Johnny Depp could be playing The Riddler in Batman 3 movie! You all just know I'm dying to see this already! ;)

Because it has my favorites combined: Superhero, Jonny Depp. ....You get me! So when the 3rd Batman Movie comes out just remember that I will have the best seat in there, everyday watching it, not even eating popcorn because when you are in love they say you cant eat, cant sleep, cant think but the only thing you can do is love that person you are in love with. So I really do hope he is in the next Batman movie! Thank you Cupid for the love you had darted at me this week or this month. I think I'm turning blue from all the arrows! Oh no wait....Summers just over and its cold now! But thats ok my life has not ended yet. My novels, Johnny Depp, and Superheroes keep me breathing! Of course my family and friends to! ;) I havent forgotten about you guys. But dont be mad at me when I can hardly pay attention when "he" comes back around. (You all can thank Cupid for that.)

Well I have to go get some me time (watching Wolfman and eating goodies since I have the house to myself!)

More info will be posted later  on the Sister of Impostor when I decide if it will be coming or not.

Byee!

Creatively Speaking,

Layna Moran aka Brooke | BroEliMor

E-nuff is ENOUGH!

There comes a point in your lfie when you just get sick of things and I literally mean...sick.
Mentally sick, that is. Some people dont know how to draw a line for where it stops. Some people
give up and think its a circle that has no end. Well we can cut that circle. We can cut it good!
In fact, we can cut it so well that you'll make sure its a semi circle. Make the end jagged if you have to!
Whatever it takes-thats what we have to do sometimes. Because e-nuff is ENOUGH!

Im tired of things getting the worst of us! Its so unhealthy and we're being consumed by whatever is making us sick whether is an addiction, a person, a bad habbit, WHATEVER! You know what people? We are our own enemies! How do we become our own friends? There will always be tiffs with yourself and/or other people. But get over that reality piece and make friends.  I dont wanna be my own enemy, I dont wanna be mentally sick by anything, I dont wanna continue of being consumed and then being spit back out again. LOOK,....I dont care if I have to use a chain-saw to cut the circle or smelly perminate marker to make the line where it all ends; it just needs TO END!

As Bruce Almighty says it: If you want a miracle then BE the miracle!

I'm not exactly sure where my blog is taking you and I but this needs to be posted.

Anyways, here's the good news coming fom Bruce Backster and I:

Today at the dinner table while my mom and I were eating spaghetti my mom told me that some lady at her work is doing me a favor. She is going to send positive energy towards me from her home. My mom was explaining the whole process and how everything worked. I am huge believer of the miracle working thing. (Thats how I look at it. Im not sure what you call whatever my moms friend is doing.) Supposedly, if one adam is connected to the other adam and something happens to the first adam then the same thing will happen to the other adam. Even if they are far away from each other. So look at it like this: I am an adam ("Everyone has one" is what my mom told me today at dinner) and whatever the other adam is-which I do not know- is connected to me. The lady took classes and everything on this work I was told. If you dont want to believe it wont work FINE! But I believe in things that a lot of other people wouldn't believe in. The reason why she is even doing this is because I guess my bug phobia has gotten out of control since I woke someone up last night to kill a bunch of bugs that were in my room. But I am hoping that this positive-energy-adam thing will work on the other things that are consuming me alive! Oh, I really do hope! I mean hey, if its positive energy, then its ALL positive energy. Right? Because positive energy is one whole package: if you send that you're way then it sends the negative stuff away (the stuff that consumes you.)

(Tell me that doesn't look like positive energy!)

Remember everyone, Beeeee the miracle!

Creatively Speaking,

Layna Moran, aka Brooke (BroEliMor)