Cupid Hit Me

Do you guys remember that blog of mine way earlier when I was talking about me and my novel Im working on (Impostor?) Well I do! I hope you remember though. Anyways I was thinking about it. I mean, I was thinking about what I said in my previous blog when I was talking about it having a sister ( a sequal). It's a very tough decision right now. But I think I might want to add a sequal now. Thing is, I'm not doing the sequal for you, or for me. Why? Because I realized I wasted 19 years of my life trying to satisfy people by trying do the things they do, trying to like the same stuff they like, talk like they talk, joke like they joke, me trying to squeez in here, me trying to squeez in there. And all that other stuff. I regret this so much! And I have come to realize that I enjoy myself and my time so much more when I be me-just 100% me! Then I discovered people like me more that way. And they dont even realize what I'm doing. Its like I was their color first but now Im switching over to my colors. I know I know! What does this have to do with the sequal? The reason why I might be adding a sequal is because I want to give my character the life I never had, the things I never owned, feelings I didnt get till 19 years later when I should of got them at teeny bopper age. My friend Lydia who also wants to become an author told me that "Your Stories are like your children. You have to help them become the best they are before you send them out into the world." And you know what? She is so right! Thats why Im still thinking very strongly if a sequal is appropriate for Impostor when I can just do the same thing for my other characters in my other books (give them the things that I didnt have.) I never will know what it's like to be a parent but that's why I have to try to be one now so I can send my books out there and if my books need thier Mamma to write a sequal I will but only if its appropriate.

Now....Something #2 I have to tell you all. There are different types of love. Love for your kids and romance. I think cupid hit me well this week. He sure knows how to aim! What Lydia said is right . And I know what its like to at least love a little kid age four. I didnt want to let her go because I love her so much and she's not even my kid! So if I was hit that strong and you have to treat your books like your kid...then I damn better make sure my book is ready to go out being published and if it really needs a sister.

Cupid hit me with the romance arrow!
Did I ever tell you guys how much I love Johnny Depp and super heroes and villains? Well if I didnt Im telling you know! Johnnny Depp is an amazing gorgeous actor. Everytime I see him in a movie I just kind of....get lost by his "act"ions. I have never seen an actor that can act completely different with a different voice spoken so well as good as he can do it. It's fascinating! Sometimes I wanna be Elizabeth

Sometimes I wanna be chased by someone without a head!

Sometimes I wanna be Alice trapped in Wonderland!

And sometimes I just wanna be that girl in the Superhero-Batman 3 movie!

Yeap, that's right! Hollywood News says its a very big possibility that Johnny Depp could be playing The Riddler in Batman 3 movie! You all just know I'm dying to see this already! ;)

Because it has my favorites combined: Superhero, Jonny Depp. ....You get me! So when the 3rd Batman Movie comes out just remember that I will have the best seat in there, everyday watching it, not even eating popcorn because when you are in love they say you cant eat, cant sleep, cant think but the only thing you can do is love that person you are in love with. So I really do hope he is in the next Batman movie! Thank you Cupid for the love you had darted at me this week or this month. I think I'm turning blue from all the arrows! Oh no wait....Summers just over and its cold now! But thats ok my life has not ended yet. My novels, Johnny Depp, and Superheroes keep me breathing! Of course my family and friends to! ;) I havent forgotten about you guys. But dont be mad at me when I can hardly pay attention when "he" comes back around. (You all can thank Cupid for that.)

Well I have to go get some me time (watching Wolfman and eating goodies since I have the house to myself!)

More info will be posted later  on the Sister of Impostor when I decide if it will be coming or not.

Byee!

Creatively Speaking,

Layna Moran aka Brooke | BroEliMor