I really wanted to share with you all who I am, what I truly represent, and what I stand for as a person. Most of you have labeled me pure, innocent, proper, fragile, pretty much all things heavenly. I also have heard from other people, not too many though, that I look at the world through colored glass and I am very unrealistic. Let's start out with the heavenly labels: I am not pure. Regardless of what you mean by it, I am not pure. I can often have a dark mind, but it does not take over me.I also have one very big, nasty skeleton that is rotting away in my closet. Even though I have not had anything to do with it for a while, it is still rotting, and I am waiting for it to just disintegrate. Proper: yes I can be very proper at times. However, I am not the worlds most proper and modest woman, and no one should label me that. If I say one swear word, it's like the world of my loved ones has come to an end. I am getting older and my vocabulary is getting bigger. I don't understand how some of you can spaz out about me using a swear word, when some of you swear more than I do. Yes, you all think I am above that and better than using swear words, but looking at it from my point of view, swear words are words that were just made up a long time ago. Shit means poop. Bitch means a mean girl or a female dog. Damn is another word for condemn. Hell..come on really? And the ever so popular F word- is just another way of saying sex or use it as an adjective like "what the f*ck?" Swear words are not that bad to me. Moving on.... Innocent: hardly. I don't need to state my reasons.
Now talking about me looking through colored glass and being unrealistic: I don't even know where to begin with this label. I guess it's because of my big, big, big dreams and hiiiiiiiigh expectations I have only for myself. What in the world is so unrealistic about having big dreams and high expectations? If you wanna go down that road you might as well call the famous people and things, and anything bigger than mediocre unrealistic, because that's what I'm getting. For the part of me looking through colored glass....I'm a very positive person. Rarely, do I ever let anyone or anything bring me down. I have endless hope, invincible faith, powerful belief, and untouchable good head on my shoulders that came with a permanent positive attitude . This does not mean I look at anything through colored glass, it means I'm a winner. Why am I winner?!? I'm a winner because I never quit.
One thing I would like to point out is that most people...most of you look at me as a very proper and modest lady. Like I said, I am not the worlds most modest and proper lady or not "one of " the most. I do not represent that. There are sides to me you haven't seen, or haven't gotten a chance to see. If any of you really knew me like you know my DNA backwards, you would not be surprised about things that I do, and so on. The ONLY thing I represent in this world is ME. That's all I will ever represent. I do not represent how a lady should be, do not represent pure innocence. But representing me as a person, of who I am. I think some of you get what I represent mixed up with what I stand for. So what DO I stand for? I stand for many things that I can easily rap it up in a nutshell. I will stand for my beliefs and I will stand for those who need help to stand for something. "If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything."-Sucker Punch.
I stand for not only my beliefs, but that anyone can find the light and escape from the darkness and have their shot at their happiness, and a life that can fulfill their needs,wants, and wishes, dreams. When people tell them they can't I tell them they can. My voice is louder than a crowd, because it's the truth. They will hear my voice over the others. Because that's what they need is an honest voice. That's all they want is someone to believe in them.
What I stand for, and represent do not show or tell who I am as a person. Looking past my own labels and the labels you put on me, I am a very adventurous person who likes to take chances, and learn new things. I believe as long as there is our god and we believe in ourselves we can do anything. That's what I'm about. That I can do anything I want in life. I'm all about fulfillment. Well....that's a huge percentage of me. I'm many things. You will often hear me talk about wanting to make an international positive change, and how I have these plans that will fulfill my life. If I hear anyone tell me or someone else that they can not do this or that, it will allow me to shun you out. Fulfillment and Positiveness are MY keywords, not a label. Heroism is on my To-Do list. I want to die a hero, and I'll take any opening I've got. Everyone needs someone to believe in them, that's where I come in. Even if I don't know you, I BELIEVE in you! Even if you made horrible choices in your life and want to make a change and start fresh, I BELIEVE in you! Even if you sucked in school and had poor grades, I BELIEVE in you! Even if you have no idea where you're going in life or not sure what you're doing, I BELIEVE in you! ......Even if you hate me, I BELIEVE in you! I believe in you because I know FOR A FACT that anyone can accomplish anything when they aim at their target, stick to their guns, and set their mind on it. What does me having to believe in you have anything to do with who I am...? It has EVERYTHING to do with me, because THAT'S who I am: a person who believes in you. 'Cause YOU CAN.
Creatively Speaking,
Nothing quite defines me.
